The Party Girls!

And these are the Girls who will never grow up! Playful kids!



I am going to let you guys know a little secret. The things that I like doing the most are playing the guitar and listening to music. Yes I’m a frustrated guitarist and I’m not really good a playing it, but I can say I’m trying, neh? You can say maybe I’m a little trying hard but…, oh well, we all have our own little things that we wish we are really good at. Hehehe!
I tried doing this as a 52 weeks project aside from what I’m currently doing now (365 project in FB). I was planning to do this for 52 weeks but my busy schedule won’t allow me to do so, as a result after 3 covers I gave up! This project was supposed to be called my Dorkette Covert Version but it never happen, I quit just like that. But I will never quit playing music maybe I’ll continue this after the 365 which is by the way I’m falling behind, hehehehe!
So here’s my Dorkette Covert Version of “Smile like you mean it” by The Killers!
I’m a manic collector once I laid my eyes on something I can help but collect all of them! I like hats and shoes! Of course every girl would love to have a lineup of clothes in their closets and I collect Accessories, Bags, Jackets, Watches, Swim wear, DVD and scarf. It’s an endless love for me to collect things that would make me feel girly and happy!
I’m going to show you some of them, you guys may say that I spend too much but in reality I’m a thrift buyer I don’t like buying expensive stuff and some of them are gifts from friends. I look for uniqueness and quality, I don’t go for the brand I don’t pay for the name of the shoes or bags, you’ll only see me buying branded make-up and that’s Maybelline but mind you guys Maybelline is not expensive and it works well with me. For perfume some of them are gifts from my brother the rest are from friends…I think I have 10+ of Victoria secret and all of them are just gifts. Hehehe! So go get yourself some good friend lols!



Pffft! Sigh! Waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah! I’m going nuts! Tomorrow I need to be fast! I’m getting agitated, nervous, disturb, troubled, worried, jumpy, panicky, tense, uneasy that’s all the adjective I can think of to describe how I feel for tomorrow! Dang! I can’t say why but I’ll be posting the reason for my highly eager state tomorrow if I succeed! please don’t make me fail! I got one clue though….
RAT RACE BABY!!!
I have plans, my dangerous mind is playing. I know myself very well when it comes to planning and putting things into action, I know I can make it. I’m very competitive and cognitive recognition is exceedingly outstanding. I can do things once I put my heart into it, I should know that, I’ve done it a thousand times! Waaaaaaaaahahaha I’m trying to motivate myself real bad…real real bad! Hahaha!
I don’t know but I really like you so I gotta have you…so tomorrow you will be mine!!!
Bwaaaaaahahahaha! *evil grin*
Wooooh LET’S GO LEVZ! FIGHT! AYT!
This month is a little too hot to handle …ummm actually mid October my schedule has been packed in a sardine can and I can’t barely move my fin I’ve no space. Literally running from one place to another, no sleep and tired so a groupie of pimples started camping on face particularly on my upper lip like some kind of hipsters in starbucks! That’s not hot!
So first day of November was spent lying on my bed because the day before that has spent my human form going to our first gown fitting for Vanity’s wedding at the groom’s residence in Fairview, Bridal shower party planning which was spend like 5 hours in Starbucks in Timog and going to the cemetery after to pay respect to our gramps in San Juan! Not to mention my drop off at tiendesitas where my Family pick me up to go with them, by the time I went home to Cainta at 1am I was seriously, deliriously crawling to my bed.
So all for the love of self preservation and exquisiteness I confined myself in the bed for first week of November and the result was amazing the groupie of pimples are almost gone, dark circles around my eyes are almost non visible and I’m becoming more relax than exhausted.
Now predicting my November schedule is driving me nuts, I have two bridal Shower to take care of, the first one that is Vanity’s party will be held in Victoria court and I’m so lucky to have good friends who assist us in making the event possible without me getting panicky and so as the Bride. The second Bridal shower for Kaye will be held in Holiday Inn and with a little help from our friends we were able to finalize the details of the event as well. Our home will be welcoming baby “Angelo” to come out late November to early December so that’s another thing to look forward to. And we also have to schedule a baby shower for my sister in law. And what else do I have on my plate aside from those hmmm…. let me think….Oh! Our Dog Yukisan a toy poodle is with us now and hell yeah she’s a hottie! ^^
I have to run a lot of errands this month, going to places to get props and souvenirs for the Bridal Showers, planning the program, contacting the person for each venue and etc. but I get help that’s the nicest part ^^.
So Mr. Great November! Let’s break it or make it but don’t break your Girl! Don’t let me come undone! hahaha!

I don’t know what it means but every part of me is awesomely contradicting each part? You see, I have this very warm feeling inside so warm that I feel so cold. I also feel outlandishly happy- amazingly happy that I feel sad over this extreme happiness, is that happty-sad? I sigh over trivial things not the Negative-Annoying-Sigh but more of the Haay-what am I going to do?-Sigh, have you ever feel that?
I’m starting to believe that I'm experiencing olfactory hallucination because I can smell the same scent and I kept on following that scent to no avail but still fail to see where it’s coming from, all I know is I can smell sweet scents of musky flowers, it gives me shivers. I smile in a sudden swift not knowing why. My mood is as ever changing, and I feel like I'm riding a ship in a squall. But despite all of this shifts I still find it nice- NICE that’s all of I can think of, the best I can describe how I feel- I FEEL NICE.
I’m spacing out, I look at nothingness, and I swear, I can see that there is something in there, like it was there for a reason, a reason only I can understand. I wonder why I can see details, completeness and meaning amidst that emptiness, I'm seeing it like an abstract piece of art waiting to be scrutinize. WHAT THE F IS THAT?
Lately I’ve been listening to sad music, ok! Call that emo (whatever) but I’m rather confuse because I smile with every line...tch! get this: “ ain’t no sunshine when she’s gone, it’s not warm when she’s away, ain’t know sunshine when she’s gone, she’s always gone too long anytime she goes away…” what is there to smile about, tell me? But hey! look at me grinning like a fool! And I blame my brother for posting Maxwell’s new song “Pretty Wings” at his FB wall, now I smirk like a dupe listening to it for the Nth time and banging my head in an RnB motion. Maxwell is so amazing, how he can sing a sad song and makes me feel otherwise. Genius!
Have you ever had this feeling like... umm... when you feel like eating your favorite candy and yet you feel so guilty because someone wants it more than you do? So what do you do? Hahaha! You look at that person with an irritating but bewildered look, harhar! but still refuse to give up on your candy so you sat there quietly and just leave it like that, then walk away. Duh! of course I won’t give that person my candy, but I won’t eat my candy in front of that person either. I’m not going to watch that sad looking face and I’m not going to let that person watch my victorious chew as I take pleasure in each bite. LOLS! I’m not your sadistic nor masochistic kinda’ girl but sometimes, just sometimes I find it exciting *rolling my eyes in delight*….hahaha my heart is such a meme and it‘s working dumb today…I feel so confused.
~Away from me to see clearly, the way that love can be when you are not with me...
I HAD TO LEAVE, I HAD TO LIVE!
~~~FLY YOUR PRETTY WINGS AROUND.