Tuesday, March 23, 2010

The Death of Humdrumness

They say that you control your own life. If you complain that you’re not happy, it’s because you decide to feel that way. If you’re miserable with the uniformity in your life, it’s because you select the same path all the time. If you keep on saying that you’re tired with all work and no play, it’s because you refuse to welcome fun and excitement in the things that you do. In one way or another we are all bored because we refuse to whip the soul inside us.

I myself is in that humdrum cycle, I’ve always felt that I am lacking because I don’t see the thrill in what I do anymore. I was born as a thrill seeker (ARIES ARE), I never settle for the easy path I rather choose the rough road. I’m a person who would deviate to what everyone agrees upon. I’m a person who only believes in those who have the same thinking as mine. I hate to be ordinary, I hate to blend in. But when you age, your goals, ideas and the way you perceive things also age along with you. My dilemma is how to break the monotony in my life without causing damage.

Deciphering the puzzles on how I can bring back the adventure in my life is not easy. I have limited network of friends now, (friends come and go, yes, they do most of the time, and only few remain over the years) so gimmicks are not an option and my focus is on another level. I said: I have to earn all the darn money there is., so involving money is another no-no. Changing Career is also not an option but I have to put life back into my life…

Tadah!!! Ideas flashing…Lamest Ideas that would somehow bring me back in my world. Without too much effort or change in what I do.

I’m starting this project 52 weeks and 365 days: A SOS to Humdrumness~ A Break from Monotony.

52 weeks will be a compilation of my videos playing the guitar with whatever songs I have in mind (Dang! that’s 52 songs). I’ll be doing this every Monday or whenever I have a spare time in a week. My videos will be called “DORKETTECOVERTVERSION” the reason for doing this is because I don’t want my guitar skills to wither, with the hope that this will inspire and motivate me to practice my guitar skills. It will only be available in my facebook account because youtube is too effin’ overrated (sorry), I just don’t want to join the crowd and I would rather have the most honest opinion coming from real people I know.

356 days will be my compilation of expressive photos or concept photos. I will post it (again) in my facebook account. It will not be like my usual photos that you see. I may play a little bit, dragging myself to conceptualize a presentation for the viewers to perceive how I feel and challenging myself with what I can do in a more artistic level. Nope, I may not put it in flicker, for the same reasons that I have with youtube, it can’t be easily accessible to anyone. I have enough photos running around the net and that’s more than enough to satisfy the worlds lacking (HAHAHA) for pungent taste! (Project starts on April 12. Em’ on the process of gathering all resources).

Anyways, I hope everyone will support me in this folly. For some who would give a “duh” reaction, OH EFFIN’ PLEASE! To hell with how you feel, it’s my way of bringing back life into my life, I don’t expect anyone to join the ride and…oh! Just so you know I won’t have it your way. But just incase you feel you’re lacking in some…come on! I have extra seats for you! Let’s go chuga-chuga choo-choo! Whoopsy!

(Crossing fingers in those two projects…Oh please give me the patience and courage to face all the effin’ challenges there are. May I not know the word PROCRASTINATION; let it be far from me=))

Suggestions are welcome, I’m all ears 0(^o,^)0== Hit it!

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